*sigh*

They say it's life's li'l joys that makes it all worth it.. But sometimes those li'l joys just aren't enough.. You need something extravagant every once in a while - just to pat yourself and say you did well. I'm hoping that day comes soon.. A day beyond all the disappointments and failures and dejections.. A day when i feel like the king of the world.. A day wen i make my parents proud.. A day when i can stand up and face the world and just gloat in the moment..

Dear God.. If you're listening, you know i really need you to work your magic right bout now..

TidBits..

Saw this on a friend's wall and had to share it!! "You may think tha you'll never get over it, But don't forget once you also thought it would last forever!!!"

Life as I know it- Part 2

To be a corporate sell-out wasn't the bestest idea in the world.! Like every other fancy thing it starts out as fun and then turns out to be the worst nightmare of a lifetime! And all you want is to get out and go back home to a life that you once hated.. The other side is ALWAYS greener! And why is that i ask? Can't it be simple enough to figure out what we want in life? Do we always have to learn from mistakes? 


Experience: that most brutal of teachers. But you learn; my God you learn!

Life as I know it..

    Life changed and so did priorities.. But that's the thing about life. It changes constantly.. It surprises you overnight and leaves you staggered.. Catching up with it sometimes feels like hard work because changes aren’t always favourable. Some might be flattering. It gives you a sense of achievement, like it all happened for good. But there are those for which we can't help feeling that we have left our heart and souls behind,somewhere along the way from a hoary past to a stagnant present - those that makes you wanna undo it all and just run back to how it all used to be.. These changes sometimes make you do things that you wish you hadn’t. But the memories of stay engraved and burns like a fresh wound everytime you think of those times.

There should be a pill you can take to make it all go away.. The changes, the regrets, the memories – all of it. I wish life was that simple.  But if it was, you’d never have stories to tell..

                      



                       WRITER'S BLOCK :(

Tragedies of life :(

You walk past a nice hip lookin cloth store, see sth u really really like n wonder- "hmmm do i need more clothes?" And then u think "aah wut the heck i wanna flaunt it before i see it on somebody else!" So u check u'r purse, make sure u're well equipped to afford wut u see, take a deep breath n walk in with a glee on u'r face. You walk around for a while pretending to be checkin out other options while u'r mind is still stuck to wut u really want. And then u spot it, at d far end of the shop, drawing u in with it's strong magnetic powers.. You pick the first one on the line, don't wait around to even look at neth else and rush into d trial room.. With all the excitement in the word, u put it on n tug.. tug... tuggggg... tear! Damn! My very "slim" waistline! :(

"Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life."
 

 

— Bob Marley