Thursday, August 25, 2011


                       WRITER'S BLOCK :(

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Tragedies of life :(

You walk past a nice hip lookin cloth store, see sth u really really like n wonder- "hmmm do i need more clothes?" And then u think "aah wut the heck i wanna flaunt it before i see it on somebody else!" So u check u'r purse, make sure u're well equipped to afford wut u see, take a deep breath n walk in with a glee on u'r face. You walk around for a while pretending to be checkin out other options while u'r mind is still stuck to wut u really want. And then u spot it, at d far end of the shop, drawing u in with it's strong magnetic powers.. You pick the first one on the line, don't wait around to even look at neth else and rush into d trial room.. With all the excitement in the word, u put it on n tug.. tug... tuggggg... tear! Damn! My very "slim" waistline! :(

Monday, May 16, 2011

"Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life."

Sunday, May 15, 2011


Of four years that's gone by
Of days that'll never be
Of sleepless nights and endless talks
Of tears, fears and cheers
Of fights big n small
Of heartaches and heartbreaks
Of the good, the bad and the ugly days
Of all that midnight snacking
Of all the sundays spent hogging
Of birthday bashes and wierd cakes
Of people who walked in and made life better
Of people who walked out n made life awesome
Of people you blindly trust no matter what
Of people you can never trust how hard you try
Of hypocrites and some more
Of grooving to the thump and joint "crowing"
Of trips that wer planned but never made
Of last night preps n coffee that saves lives
Of the first crush and the sweetness after
Of love and the bitterness after
Of an extra slow internet connection
Of washing tons of stinkers in one go
Of four years that flew by
Memories that'll never die..

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Thinkerbell :D

Thinkin is probably a disese.. Sth that doesn't get off my system. If i could put all this energy into sth productive i'd probably be the coolest person in the world now.. Even a small incident can get me thinking.. Then it jus goes outta hand- from the past thru the present into the future to conclude with some violent moodswings that just never lets go.. I wish der's a switch that'd turn off all the emotional tripping. Thinking too much is a crime.. It just ruins peace of mind, trust and evrything that's good bout you.! So take my advice. Shut u'r mind. Thinking is injurious to health :/And it'd jus give u those worrylines!

Saturday, April 2, 2011

Life aint hard. People with their needless complications and unnecessary lies make it that way..

Thursday, March 10, 2011

YES! I write random blogs :/

         Telling u'r friends that u've a blog.. As exciting as it sound, is a one way ticket to being the laughing stock for the next really really long time.They probably expect big complicated flowery words right out from d pages of an Oxford english dictionary that form a bunch of crazily meaningless sentences that make no sense at all, but finally gets acknowledged as the "best read"! Well hate to break it to ya'll but i guess that's not my ishtyle.. And wut i find bloggable will probably be one of the most hilarious posts u'll ever read :)
       There's one more qstn i've often come across.. "Why splash u'r feelings across the internet?" Well as valid as that point is, it's bout perspective.. If that's the case why do people write novels? Why write reviews? Why write a thesis on u'r final sem proj esp when it's all bout u'r own hypothesis?! Why write a status on FB? Well honestly it's because u know tht at some point u'll come across people who share similar interests, similar experiences.Because writing is a form of relaxation; helps to put order in thoughts; a blog can be something like a journal. I think that many people keep diaries, or journals, to write thoughts down and reflect. Many, many people find that sharing thoughts helps to relieve them.. A personal blog, is just a way to get things out, and if people choose to comment, then great. If not – it’s still out there.If you aren't already blogging, you're missing out on a simple and easy chance to have some fun and inform the world about something you love.

Monday, March 7, 2011

The Lifesaver!

Early morns when nth seems right
In troubled times, when hunger strikes,
I walk by the store n see u flash a smile
And all i want is to take u in my arms!

         Aaaah who am i kidding! That doesnt even rhyme :/ Anyway all i wanted to do is acknowledge one of the most lifesaving and economic gastronomic delights (lol) of all times.. Presenting The Britannia Cookies :D..

Laugh all u want but this li'l fellow has saved me from collapsing in d never ending assemblies a million times.. Not many people enjoy 9 perfectly baked (oh yes i counted them) cookies with a spread of butter and a tinge of elaichi dipped in fresh coffee.. LEGEN.. wait for it... DARY :P

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Post "home alone" effects

It sucks to wake up one day and realize everything u've been holding on to was just a lie. It takes a while for it all to sink in and when it does u feel like the comfort zone under u'r feet is slipping right away away. And regret floods in and anger and sadness leavin you confused if you should,for once, be selfish and feel pity for u'r pathetic fall or for everybody else who's been hurt in the process. Then it's all a haze for the next god knows how long. And all you wanna do is just let go and scream but you can't.. Because it's the only thing u've held onto for so long no matter what.

You know that things'll neer be the same.. That nomatter how much you try "getting over" it, it'll always haunt you. Remind you of that day when you woke up and the world came tumbling down. Remind you of the fact that all that you thought was special, they never were. Reminds you that at some point it was all u'r fault. And that u'll have to live with this for the rest of u'r life..

But then like what guruji Alisha Varkey says " Sometimes love calls for withstanding much hurt".. Because in the end love is what it's all about :)

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Being the only one :/

              The thing bout growing up as mum dad's only child is i've always got what i've wanted. What more can a kid ask for besides barbies, bikes and chocolates.. Even better- i never had to share!But honestly it's one of those li'l joys of life that i miss. Not to forget those endless hours of having to sit all alone at home when mum dad're away at work.. *sigh*.. Wonder wut it'll be like to hav those petty fights over toys and clothes and who is loved more..Always been jealous of those pampered younger kids and how they take advantage of the elder ones.. Some say it's otherwise.. Like how the grass is greener on the other side.. And having an elder one or a younger is a pain cz they always put you in trouble by being the smarter one! Somebody to fight with, to hav endless talks through the night, to hit on the same guy(if i had a sis that is :P) sonuds fun! Atleast it's anyday better thn sittin all alone at home wondering what to do when mum n dad're at work :(

Guess i'll never let my children feel this way!!

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Random Thoughts.

Sometimes it's so hard to hold on, even when u knw that it's the best thing that's ever happened to you.. Sometimes all u wanna do is just let go and scream u'r lungs out.. But then in the end, even after all those glitches, u realize why you never let go!

Saturday, January 8, 2011

Aptitudes, Hopes and Dejections..

Here we are, in final year, at the crux of our careers. And the only buzz that's taken over our lives is to pass out with a job in hand. Hours and hours of Aptitude seems to not get the 'job' done. Call it bad luck or wutevr but the dejection is written clear on everybody's face. I'm sure it's not like anybody wants to work for an IT company. But something is better than nothing! Wut worsens it is the way people come and "console" you for the lost cause. There's one side of joy for those who cleared and there's the other side where you don't know what to feel for u'rself.. Hmm.. Life's tough! :)